Who The Hell Likes Rejection....

   The topic today is rejection. We've all been through it, whether from that new job you've been pining for, or that college you really wanted to get into. No matter which form it takes, rejection sucks. You'd think that we'd be used to it by now after hundreds of years of all sorts of rejection: society rejecting people or ideas, populations rejecting monarchs and dictators, rebels rejecting conformity, and finally, men and women rejecting those that love them.
                                                      Its a cruel world out there.

    That statement has never been more true to me than it is right now. As old readers may know, last year (or the year before, hard to keep up with myself these days) I fell in what I thought was love for the first time...and i got rejected...hard.

      Well now, looking back I can clearly see that that was in fact not love but merely "like" and I would soon overcome the large crush. I am able to see clearly now because this time, in my junior year of high school, at the ripe age of seventeen, I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE!

    This would really be something to rejoice about had it not been for the fact that the guy I love, the object of my affection has made it abundantly clear that the feelings are not reciprocated. It would not seem so bad if this guy, this one true love of mine, had not been leading me on for months: holding my hand for extended periods of time and, one many occasions, attempting to kiss me. And boy I would have let him kiss me too if the moment weren't always ruined by unwanted interruptions.

   the one upside to all of this, at least nothing happened between us. At least I found out how he really feels about me ( though there is a chance it isn't true because his friends tell me he talks about me all the time, even now) before I made a fool of myself.

                    High School Blows Doesn't it?

First Love Sucks Balls

 Have you ever had butterflies in your stomach? Looked into a guys eyes and felt like you were the only one he wanted to see? Did you ever go out of your way to have some small, meaningless interaction with him? Did you ever get jealous when he was with another girl?

    Let me tell you right now....GET YOUR MAN!
            Dont let days, weeks, moths go by without telling him how you feel. Because one day, when your finally ready to let him know, some thirsty skank has to come along with her shorter-than-short spandex and practically see-through I-cant-believe-its-not-a-bra shirt, and seduce your man. And then what ladies. I'll tell you what, no matter how much guys want to say that they want a down to earth girl, somebody with brains, if a girl flaunts her goddies at him, he'll take the bait. The moral of this story...  GET YOUR MAN.

In the Beginning, There Was A Blog...

  People Of Earth,
              Don't you just hate when life screws you over? Your day is going perfectly and then BAM! life slams you in the face with an iron spiked baseball bat. Well that happens to me too, a lot. Now i have a place to vent and say whatever i want, to whomever i want. This is my story. These are my Rants On Life.